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December 29th, 2005

10:30 pm so i didnt like today very much at all. In fact it was quite scary. My tire blew out and i was riding on my rim, i was told that if i was going faster that i probably would have died. i guess this was the one time i was glad i was in traffic. on the up side though, my family, including frankie told me how much they loved me. i also think i have a bad addiction to tv series that are on dvd's. thank you megan and joey. Current Mood: stressed

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December 13th, 2005

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December 10th, 2005

01:16 am WALK THE LINE is an amazing movie, saw it before, loved it, want to go see it again, like now. okay? lets see, i went to the library today and got how much work done? right, one sentence. There's lifetimes inside of your eyes It's been a long while since I woke up alive and hell, I know there's times when troubles don't die But I can try... And could we try... or I don't need to go through Behaving myself for you I do what I do and you don't have a clue And it's not complicated I'm just angry 'cause I don't feel seen by you im officially listening to this cd way too much.. theres all these sentences going on in my head that i want to write, (sadly enough none of which have to deal with history) but i wont Current Mood: tired Current Music: seen

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December 7th, 2005

07:30 pm Oh today was a day. It started out well, i figured out how to work the toaster, and then i got pizza at the most lovely pizzeria ever. Yet then it took a turn for a worse, the R train decided it would be fun to not come for 50 minutes, so i enjoyed watching the rats play. no, this was not the highlight of my night. I came home and had a conversation with someone. I found out that 8 months of my life, that i considered to be VERY valuable and very special were not that to someone else. im not upset about it, rather im confused, very confused. i guess ill be on the phone later trying to decode it. i wish i could decode alot of things, i think christine and me are going to buy a decoding machine, maybe this will help! oh one mroe thing, megan divorced me today, it was very tramatic but i believe i am over it. i am now in an "open relationship" with christine... Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: its a backstreet boys night

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November 30th, 2005

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November 28th, 2005

11:06 pm lifes good. You know when you feel upset about something that has happened in the past, and you think it was all your fault and that you messed it up completly? But then the other person apologizes and takes all the blame? well yes my friends.. that is what happened, and yes, i do feel better. but no, it does not change anything. i realized it wasnt me, it was him. and well yes. anywho. i recently found out sam champion is gay, and this makes me sad, he should be living at home with his blond wife and they should have 2 blond children and a golden retriever. Tonight was sad, and i love rob, despite the fact that he told me i bring trouble... ponder this: Damn cant you go that deep do you neglect to see what distances you from me the wall i cant break down and i must confess figuring you out is a delicate test because you leave me to guess why you hold your cards so close to your chest and remind yourself that in the end, it doesnt even matter haha Current Mood: complacent Current Music: the format

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November 24th, 2005

10:59 pm so happy thanksgiving all..good week i guess.. wedding was good times.. umm listened to scotts cd all week..apparently hes to cool to call me back. oh good times at the table today. so apparently my aunt is having more sex then me, and i need to lose wieght, so,. diet tomorrow. I am also really enjoying the fact that my friends are in the same borough as me!! its amazing..but yes. my legs are dry. and now i must go. but yes. thanks and "Well i saw something in you, something that i never knew" Current Mood: good Current Music: unbeautiful

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November 17th, 2005

04:51 pm so heres the thing.. i loved florida. i love my florida friends. and i basicaly and in love with everything about florida. im getting married there too. Theres way to many jokes and just all around "good times" to tell, these good times are different from the good times i will be having with christine. but both are equally good. I did realize something though, and this in due in part to the teamwork of John-Paul, Scott and Kelly. I need to do something instead of just saying i want it, i need to get up and go after it, especially since i know what i want, thats half the cake right there, so yes from now on I am going to go after whta i want. One more thing. I like Scotts hair, and i like the fact that it takes him longer then me and Kelly to do it. thing 2..some kids asked me if wanted to roll weed with them today when i was walking home, and then they put the car in reverse to ask me again, i guess they thought i didnt hear them, because who would turn down rolling weed with guys you dont know? I guess Im strange like that.. thing 3. family wedding tomorrow night. mom= very mad at craig. = fun times for the rest of us. thing 4. John-Paul's pajama pants make me smile thing 5. 2 papers and 2 tests on monday= not good times for me thing 6. FIRST BASKETBALL GAME SUNDAY!!!!! the end oh i lied.. one more thing. i cant find my bank card....ahhh Current Mood: sick Current Music: megan rehberg greatest hits album

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November 6th, 2005

07:36 pm theres too much going on that i dont understand.. talked to john and realized something yesterday. I want to be a priority. anyones priority really. to feel loved or something like that i guess.. oh well thats point #1. point #2. what do you do when you hear someone crying? what do you say to make them feel better? when they dont want to be around anyone anymore and want to stay alone. What do you do? What do you say? i guess i just need a good phone call conversation.. oh yea. and i need to make my schedule for school later Current Mood: sad Current Music: ryan cabrera

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November 3rd, 2005

09:30 pm okay heres the cool shit Kates Observances for the day 1)megan has a xanga, that might just be enough said 2)megan called me from a payphone 3)i deeply enjoy drunk rendition of backstreet boys.. especially from Joey 4)Gaspare needs to stop talking at least ten minutes before he does 5)I love Rays Pizza, but not as much as Craig 6)Bobby should not walk on peoples stoops 7)I love Megan 8)I love when certain people get fat 9)I am amazing at predictions (actually only once, but megan and myself called it=]) 10) Christine and me are csa rebels 11)i dont like how early it gets dark 12) giving blood = bad times 13) since when does everyone have myspace? 14) Scott Clifton still has a girlfriend.. i dont know, maybe he hasnt gotten my 36 marriage proposals 15)i am big loser.. goodnight Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Megan Rehberg is on the phone

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